I was going to write more here, but I've been going through a rough patch recently. Rough patch isn't even the right way to say it. I feel like something heavy is pushing down on, grinding me down to a soft paste. That doesn't sound too dramatic, does it? Sigh…
It's Raph. He's changing. The guy I met, the guy I fell in love with, was funny and kind and sweet. Even when he was rambling on about all the strange stuff I really didn't want to know about, he made it sound fun and interesting. These days he's gotten so cold and, well, boring. The weird stuff he talks about just sounds weird now, and he tosses and turns at night, muttering and whining like he's afraid of something. The last time I shook him awake and asked him what he was afraid of.
"Dying," he said. I didn't know what to say, so I let him fall asleep again. I slept on the couch the rest of the night.
And that really was the last time. A few days ago I went to Raphael's lab and found him listening to the recording of his time at the house. I recognized the voice of the man that attacked him in the house… it was the same as the homeless man who gave me that crazy flyer.
I just can't take any more. I feel a little silly that two similar voices were the straw that broke the camel's back but I couldn't take any more. So… I told Raphael he needed to give up all this study of the strange stuff, or we were done. He laughed it off, saying I was worried about nothing.
Needless to say, that didn't reassure me, and I left. I'm not sure he even watched me leave. I'm pretty sure he just turned back to his stupid "research."
But now… am I just worried about nothing? Did I do the right thing?
4 comments:
I think you should be worried, but don't turn your back on Raph, he may need your help.
For now though, stay away from anyone called Jack.
Eva. dont mean to scare you, but teh research is probalby having an effect on him. in the, working with uranium killed madam curie , kind of effecting him. but more psychological than physical. he could really use your support, and we will do the best we can to get him back to the man you fell in love with.
Eva, please post any unusual events you come across. Can you also please tell us what was said in the audio you heard at the laboratory or any other information about what Rapahel was looking into. This seems to be of momentous importance. I would also advise you to be very timid in future meetings with raphael until everything is settled. Meet him only in public for example.
Thank you. Um. Damn. I knew it was doing something. I.. I just can't go back and give him support! I told him he has to stop playing around with those things but he won't listen to me.
I don't really remember what was in the audio... it was some guy moaning about dying a whole bunch of times, I think. It was really creepy.
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